我。芷想。薇笑＝）

Shoot.

2010-06-07T00:56:00.005+08:00

Browsing through all those pretty pictures on Tumblr makes me wanna go to Shawn's house, sneak into his room and steal his new baby, NIkon D90. I sense an urge in me to play with it, I wanna shoot great photos with it so badly now. Haha. See.. I'm finally motivated to build up my portfolio, I'm so proud of myself!

On a side-note, Tumblr seems to be really really fun! (:

A smile from inside.

2010-05-17T10:35:00.001+08:00

A phonecall like this one I received super duper early in the morning totally makes my day! :)

Of cos, I misses you infinitely, sillyhead Haha. <3

"Hearing your laughter smooths and flattens the wrinkles of my ruffled life." - Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson

disappearing.

2010-05-14T16:29:00.003+08:00

let go.

2010-05-14T16:11:00.004+08:00

Often we allow ourselves to be upset by small things we should despise and forget.
We lose many irreplaceable hours brooding over grievances that, in a year’s time, will be forgotten by us and by everybody.
No, let us devote our life to worthwhile actions and feelings, to great thoughts, real affections and enduring undertakings.

Andre Maurois (via kari-shma @tumblr)

life.

2010-05-03T01:25:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder why am i allowed to live on when I can contribute nothing to this world I'm living in. If that's the case, isn't my existence a waste of our planet's precious resources - oxygen, food etc.?

Just reflecting...

itchy scratchy itchy me.

2010-04-29T19:25:00.002+08:00

(Photo Credit: Yuki1987 @ Deviantart)

I'm getting so paranoid after my feet got red, itchy, and swollen, thanks to those hungry, evil, red ants and mosquitoes. My job requires me to stand along the road to count cars, so I had to stand near the grasses for 2 hours, feeding different insects nearby. Nice right? And now, tiny itches are making me jump as if there are really mosquitoes/ants crawling on me, awaiting the right moment to feed on me. EEEWW!!

Well, earning money ain't that easy afterall.. :/

counting.

2010-04-27T15:06:00.004+08:00

(Photo credit: RavenBlakh @ Deviantart)

YAY! i've finally found a temporary part-time job.
Thanks to my cousin, my counting vehicles job (vehicle surveyor) will start tomorrow. :D
I'm feeling excited, but i dunno why! haha.

redang.

2010-04-19T21:25:00.011+08:00

(photo credit: antium @ deviantart)

I was shock that i actually agreed to the June Redang trip they suggested without thinking much about it. Redang is really an awesome place and i've always wanted to go there. but never did i thought i would just agree to a holiday trip, and later realise that my bf's commission parade falls on exactly that same saturday we decide on. how cool is that? hopefully they can delay the trip to july or something. geez, how come i make such impulse decision? :/

anyway, i need a job! i need $!!! lots of it.
but, i am damn choosy, i want those that allows me to work on flexi-time basis.
any recommendations?

one person.

2010-04-14T10:28:00.010+08:00

"To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world."

And, the magic word over here is might.

Might's (dictionary meaning):
Expressing possibility based on condition not fulfilled.

Simply putting it, it's just your wish or hope, that will never happen in reality.
I'm not trying to be cruel, just stating facts.
Therefore, stop believing that crappy phrase, cos at the end of the day you will still be one person.
Alone, i would say.

Just like me...

怎麼了？

2010-04-09T22:50:00.007+08:00

夢想
October 8th, 2006 by jerlyn-ziwei
‘人因夢想而偉大’

這句‘名言’想必大家都聽過。

但它又有多真實呢﹖ 無人曉得。

只能說所有人都是偉大﹐獨特﹐而且是最強的。

大家都一定有自己的夢想﹐也很努力的去想把它實現。

只不過老天愛捉弄人﹐總是設下許多困難使人失去信心和動力。

這也就造成了人對夢想的另類定義—遙不可極。

但我相信一切只是假象﹐這是在考驗大家的耐力和決心。

若夢想那麼容易實現的話。。。就不算夢想了嘛。

夢想因不容易實現

才凸顯它的可貴﹐也說明了它的得來不易。

對我來說擁有一個能讓人拼命追求的夢想就是

一個人活著的理由

和繼續在這殘酷無情的世界掙扎生存的原動力。

總之﹐最重要的還是要對自己的夢有信心。

堅持不懈﹐ 努力努力在努力。。。

相信總會有一天﹐

當你睜開雙眼看著世界時它將會是充滿這希望和喜悅的。。。

因為你的夢實現了﹗

加油﹗﹗

我到底怎麼了？！
曾經，我對夢想的定義是如此的堅定，
以一句‘人因夢想而偉大’說盡了一切。
曾經，我又是如此的相信著...
夢想就是人活著的理由。
所以，就算多難我都沒在怕的。
但如今卻...

怎麼才短短4年... 我就變了。
變得... 仿佛我也認不出自己來了。
是被社會的殘酷現實嚇壞了嗎？
還是，我根本就是一個貪生怕死的縮頭烏龜呀？
那一堆的爛理由，还有藉口，都夠了。
真的夠了！
不努力去爭取，怎麼可能擁有呢？
也许，真的是時候該醒醒了吧。

努力的喚醒原來的我-ing...

luo's.

2010-04-08T17:47:00.004+08:00

The more I see the advertisement of his concert on tv,
the more I dread on the fact that I can't attend it. :(

Now, even I can't stand myself. :/

take me away.

2010-04-07T18:23:00.005+08:00

so tired of my life!!
somehow i feel an urge to escape,
an urge to run away from everything...

The 4am breakfast.

2010-03-31T21:45:00.003+08:00

+ mahjong session.
AWESOME!

29/30032010.

Top of the clouds.

2010-03-26T17:54:00.008+08:00

Woke up super early to catch the 6 o'clock bus to Genting Highland on Monday.

Caught this awesome sunrise at m'sia on the bus.

And finally, after 6 long hours we arrived at the cloudiest highland in m'sia.

So pretty right?!

With nothing much to do, we decide to catch a movie...

Forgot the name of the movie,
but i swear it is the most horrible movie I've ever watched.

Day 2 was the best of all.

Taken while waiting for the euro express ride.

Taken before the swing started turning.
It was damn shiok and we took this 5 times.

Taken in the cyclone roller coaster ride.

Oh... and i finally gather up enough courage to ride on the space shot machine. ;)
The moment the thing drop down, it feels like you're jumping off a building.
You feel the need to scream, but when you try to nothing comes out.
I would say it's good, but i would give a second thought to ride it again. haha.
Whatever it is... i'm proud of myself!! :D

This was 3576843 days ago.

2010-03-20T14:54:00.004+08:00

final result.

2010-03-19T09:09:00.002+08:00

I couldn't sleep well last night, partly because of this.
I'm glad that once again my cumulative GPA increased.
3.3630. :)
But, i wonder will this get me to university smoothly?

Anyway, singing with my dance buddies ltr.
i gotta go prepare now.
じゃねい!

candy.

2010-03-18T12:23:00.011+08:00

STICKY has got really cute and nice tasting candy.
Definitely a must-try.

This few months deardear seemed so stressed out over his army stuff,
I hope these would be able to cheer him up a lil.
JIAYOU, deardear!! ("v")

RESPECT

2010-03-17T22:51:00.003+08:00

Respecting people:
The most fundamental thing human need to form relationship(s),

is everything that you lack in, loser... no... hypocrite!
I swear karma will find you in no time.
Let's just wait and see!

new.

2010-01-01T16:20:00.003+08:00

i've got my new phone, thanks to my most awesome daddy! :)
i've got my new polariod, thanks to my sweetest deardear!
i've made it to a whole new year, 2010!
A whole new beginning, and i swear i'll make my best out of this year.

merry christmas!

2009-12-27T13:03:00.010+08:00

I had one of my best spent Christmas this year, what about you? (:

On Christmas eve day;
Deardear and I went from town to Bugis, and finally Sim Lim Square frantically searching for our Christmas presents. It just happened that the new iPod Nano he has been yearning for is totally out of stock at all apple stores in Singapore, but luckily we found one at nubox - apple authorised reseller. So he is the happy boy again.

This is my x'mas present! (:

cos Singapore don't sell instax mini 25,
so an instax mini 7s for me, in my favourite PINK!

ありがとう to my sweet army boy. :D

Stayed over, and had pizza for supper at deardear's house.

nice but sinful.

On Christmas day,
I went out with dear and his buddies - leon and qiyin.
They chatted non stop the moment we met, while i stood beside listening.
It was actually fun listening to how they bicker and all. :D
We had a super cheap sushi dinner at The Cathay because the woman is so blur that she key in only 2 plates of sushi, when in fact we ate 22 plates!

Caught Avatar with them, my second time, but it's still so AWESOME!!

I can really see the James Cameron's 15 years of hardwork coming out perfectly on screen.
"The visuals are lovely, the characters so beautiful. So real, you start believing in them. Forgetting that every frame, in every second, of a three hour movie, was created artificially by super-computers." (Jaimon Joseph, IBNLive)

Overall, i had a great weekend but...
i'm having a bad sorethroat, and the pain is leading to my ear. ):

who say so?

2009-12-20T12:21:00.008+08:00

Whoever told me that mass comm is so fun and stress free, you lied.
LIED BIG TIME!

Life hasn't been without late night since year one,
and things has been getting worse as each year passes.

My life is getting in such a mess,
i can't differentiate play and work anymore.
I tried very hard to play,
but my mind wander off to work.
Whenever i finally get to all-play mode,
someone will be there, always, to trip the switch.
Bring me back to reality,
take all the happiness away from me,
make me think hard about work; stress me.

Sometimes i just dont get it-
dont understand why some can be so carefree,
when others get so stress handling many things.

But someone told me,
"it's okay, they will be the ones losing out in the end."
Yes, i really hope i could take it so easy.

seems like i can't.

My x'mas new year resolution.

2009-12-12T01:04:00.003+08:00

My phone is already a gone case, so I need a phone.
I need an iPhone.

I want a instant camera.

An instax mini 25!

&&
I need MONEY MONEY,
and of course more time with SHAWN EE!! (:

A quote for shawnshawn.

2009-12-11T00:56:00.003+08:00

I will love you everyday the sun rises
and if one day the sun should not rise I will love you in the dark.

米修，米修！

A moment of happiness.

2009-12-06T15:56:00.003+08:00

The only thing in this world that can make my stress go away.

- momentarily.

sleep-less

2009-12-03T20:25:00.003+08:00

I'm so tied up with school work!
Until the point where my brain just voluntarily wants to work, when my body needs to rest.
I've no class today, and supposedly i could sleep for more than 10 hours.
But, i woke up at 9 in the morning, which is a total of about 8.5hours of sleep.
I can't believe how much stress i'm facing right now that is making me like that.
I could easily sleep 10-12 hours 3 years ago.
Now, i can't even if it's during the holidays.
How ridiculous.

work. work. and work!

2009-11-26T16:59:00.003+08:00

oh my!
my script assignment for acting is due next fri,
but i haven't even decide on what to write about.
my brain is not working, i can't think of a nice storyline.
i dunno if a love story is too cliche.
you know, something like 下一站，幸福, cos i really like it.
NO WAIT... I LOVE IT. <3
But if i do it, i dunno how should i pitch it.
argh~ all these are really getting on my nerves.
all i can think about now is, tomorrow!
cos' dear will be out. (: yay!

but damn, i still have wisp essay, docpro editing, the script, masina...
man, a hell lot of things to do. ):
i hate school!!
err.. no, i dun mean i hate hate school.
just that i hate to have so much work to do, yet so lil' time.

STOP IT!

2009-11-23T13:30:00.009+08:00

How can i stop myself from coughing?
Feels like my stomach muscles are being torn apart each time i cough.
Even though the pain is still bearable, but i hate that feeling.

HELP ME!!

Anyway, I'm so in love with my iTunes! ('v')
Because it's now filled with super nice big bang's songs! YAY!

Seventeen.

2009-11-17T01:52:00.003+08:00

17 months.. xxx days. (i cant count already :P)

Thanks dear for the nice skull candy earphones.
Now, we have couple earphones.
How cool is that? haha! (:

Yay! I'm so in love with this Polaroid generating application i just got.
Damn awesome!

Are you ready?

2009-11-13T23:09:00.008+08:00

I AM, NOT! Seriously, i'm still not ready to die.

There are still so many things i wanna do,
so many places i wanna go,
so many people i wanna meet.

2012 is such a depressing movie, ironically, it's so gooodd.
The flow of the story and events that followed is so logical,
so logical that it makes me truly believe this is gonna happen. DAMN IT!!

The only unrealistic part is how the protagonist actually survive while carrying out impossible tasks.
I know he shouldn't die, if not the story will end, but it's really too much.
So much so that i dun feel anything at all when he went on suicide mission,
and later disappeared for a few minutes, cos i knew he wouldn't die.

I'm not, but what about you?

Daddy daddy, i want a camera.

2009-11-10T22:30:00.010+08:00

I need an awesome camera that can capture beautiful moments of my plain life.

Fujiflim Instax Mini 25.

2009-11-08T21:40:00.007+08:00

I'm so in love with this instant camera!!

Two blogshops i found are offering at $156 and $158 respectively.

Should i buy?? Should i?

hmm.. maybe i'll go seek dear's opinion when he's out next week.

Burger Shack.

2009-11-03T23:01:00.005+08:00

Had my very late lunch-early dinner at Burger Shack with zheeyen, alicia, amanda, jeremy, andrew and ray this evening. Nice ambience, not too bad foodies and of course great company. :)

I have to admit that i haven't laughed this much for quite a while already. I must say that laughing is really a good therapy for stress, the only thing is that it can't really last long, cos I'm so stress again now!! :(

BCE BCE why aren't you on tmr?!! ARGH!! -_-

10 days.

2009-11-02T22:19:00.010+08:00

Had a really great Saturday with dear, though we only have a simple lunch-dinner, followed by a not-so-great movie and some random window shopping in town.

But simple things like this made me really happy, because i finally found back this feeling of 'happiness' again.

As we all know, good times don't always last long. so yep, from this morning onwards he'll be away for 10 days without a phone. So it's again no smses, no calls, nothing. I don't how many times I've been through these already, even me myself think that it's boring to repeat it here again and again, which makes me sound really naggy.

I dunno whether its because i'm weird or what, cos when i don't get to see him for very long i would feel that it's okay for me to live my life without him. Despite so, whenever i see him when he book out, it will be a completely different story; I'll have strong urge to stay by his side, and hope that he never have to book in anymore.

Still, I know I can't be that selfish girl. Deep within me I knew that doing his best in army is something very important to him at this stage of his life. Me too, understand that he already have tons and tons of worries to handle in camp, thus, I keep telling myself that I should not act like a heavy emotional burden to him.

Yet, I yearn very much for everything to be back to the norm again, like those really happy days when we have plenty of time for just the two of us. Even so, I doubt this will ever happen again, at least not for the next 7 months...

I understand, i really do, it's just that I can't help myself but to feel very sad whenever thoughts like this fill my mind.

Nanook of the North.

2009-10-26T22:52:00.005+08:00

Watched this documentary with Alicia for DOCPRO today.
Though it may seem boring, but many things that they do truly amazes me.
Like how they fought to capture HUGE powerful walrus & seal just by using spears and some rope like thingy,
also how smart they are to use a block of snow white ice to reflect sunlight to a transparent block of ice on the igloo to light up it's inside.

Actually, I sort of admires how simple life can be for them,
no school, no stress, no work, no politics...

偶爾。

2009-10-21T23:18:00.004+08:00

我們都曾經失去愛情
從你的身上我認識
刻骨銘心錯過的花季
我的心也就結成冰
我們都曾經非常努力
卻常常的嘆息
常常有了疑問句
所以我離去

偶爾很清醒偶爾去抗拒
偶爾有睡意偶爾很傷情
當我們反復練習
想讓愛歸零
但無能為力

偶爾很開心偶爾去下雨
偶爾有夢境偶爾很想你
當我們同時安靜
也做了決定
卻不要再見你

Break.

2009-10-08T08:32:00.005+08:00

Like the title suggest, i'm gonna take a break.
I'll be flying off to Taiwan in a few hours' time - with lots of anticipation.

Photo credit: www.welcome2taiwan.net

I hope the weather will be fine over there,
since Taiwan already removed their typhoon & storm alert the day before yesterday.

Anyhow,
I kinda did something really crazy these few days before my flight.
That is.. after stopping my dance class for 2 months,
I started it all over again @ studiowu,
and i've been taking classes everyday since Monday.

Monday:
Girl's hip hop with really taxing warm ups

Tuesday:
Locking, which wasn't my cup of tea.
JK POP which was super cardio, but I really like it! (:

Wednesday:
Hip Hop, I like the choreograph.
The instructor's gonna continue it next week, which kinda make me feel sad cos i can't go!!

A crazy schedule that is making my entire body aching now. :S

On a side note, i wanna say a HUGE thank you to my dance people!!
Thanks for the Sexy Diamond Tee, i love it! (:

I'm a happy girl.

2009-09-24T21:17:00.013+08:00

17 sep '09 - Movie date with deardear.
That day after work i quickly rush over to meet deardear,
he reach so much earlier than expected and i'd to literally RUN to Dover MRT.
So sorry to make you wait for so long.
Gomenasai!

We headed down to town,
and after pondering for a long long time, we finally decide on NYDC@wheelock.

Dear enjoying his foodie so much. (:

I really like the way they name their dishes.

We went for movie after dinner,

dear love this movie alot, he said he haven't laugh that hard while watching a romance-comdey for quite a long time already.

*P/S: I wanna thanks pekchoo, catherine and some of my colleagues for the cake that day. It was awesome!

19 sep '09 - Birthday celeb with darlings.
We had a really great dinner at New York New York.

Dessert was at マーベラスクリーム｜Marvelous Cream ™,

I wanna thanks Sean for treating me the waffle bowl mixed berry ice cream.

Next, it's our usual cam whoring session. haha!

i dunno wad the... situation is..

trying to be.. Super Model.

Lastly, thank you girls for the lovely bag, and the wonderful evening! :D

i love it. ('v')

My Prezzie:

The Face Shop mini make-up kit from my 叔叔，四姑 & 小姑.

22 sept '09 - Meetup with stellalala.
Initially we wanted to watch Gforce,

but we missed the one and only timeslot at cineleisure that day.

so, we decided to spent that money on good food instead.

Dessert treat by stella.

thank you so much mei, it's really really nice.

Milk layered ice, which i've nva tried before is totally awesome,
it's even better then Shokudou's Mango ice (which i thought was the best ice i ever had in my life already).

Also, i wanna thanks SIHUI, ZHEE YEN, JEREMY TAN and AMANDA,
for the super cute cupcake with a pretty dinosaur (sorry mandie, i forgot it's name!) ring,
and also the HUGE Doraemon!
It's really enormous, like when i put it on my bed it's covering almost 1/4 of it. =X
Whatever it is, i still LOVE IT, cos it's my favourite DORAEMON. :D

Talking about doraemon... i'm so so anticipating my taiwan trip cos i'll be going to the doraemon's science park. (: weeee~
http://www.ding-dong.com.tw
But i just dun understand why taiwanese did direct Chinese to English translation to my cute doraemon, and happily call it little ding dong, it's like so yuck man! :S

my best b'day present!! :D

2009-09-18T10:35:00.004+08:00

I got GPA: 4 for my internship!! yay~~
but... the cumulative GPA is still so lousy. ):

anddd....
i wanna congrat my deardear for getting into OCS!!

hurray~ tt's one of his best b'day present too!! :D

19 years on earth.

2009-09-17T00:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to ME!! :D

I wish for good health and happiness for me.

My holidays.

2009-09-13T00:33:00.005+08:00

15 August 2009: Dinner at Aston's with the darlings.

the Suntec Foundtian of Wealth dedication is super cool and FUN!! :D

16th August 2009: Eunice's belated birthday celebration

Dinner at Secret recipe and had our dessert at Ben & Jerry's :D

Could still vivily remember our talk about 2012-the end of the world.
scary thoughts. =X

20 August 2009: Dinner at Charcoal

Superb service, but food wise... can be better.

1 September 2009: Dinner at Eighteen@Tiong Bahru

Good food, great company!

2 September 2009: SAFRA K-BOX :D

It so cool to be able to record the songs you sing. :D
i so want to go there again!!

8 September 2009: Dear's GP@Pulau Tekong

Watching them march and cheer is fun.
The worst part is the waiting, cos dear's platoon is the LAST.
But I know it's worth the wait, cos i'll have deardear all to myself for the next 10 days!

Stephen recommendation is good; cos Manhattan Fish Market is really nice.
I love the fried mushroom!!
Most importantly, deardear love the food there too.

Sweet 22nd.

2009-09-11T00:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
My Mr. Botak!! :D

Love ya! ("v")

i hate it!!

2009-08-22T11:53:00.001+08:00

i mean i'm ok with them only able to go home during the weekend,
cos many have gone through this, and i've gotten use to all these already.

but what really pissed me off is...
sometimes they are not even allow to go back home during the weekends.
because of some shitty reason - their training falls on the weekend.
what the hell is that, haven't those people in there learn logistic planning?
come on man, u can jolly well schedule it on another day or whatsoever.
and even if u die die have to do so, please think of other ways to fix this.
i'm sure there are many ways you can do this, i don't have to teach you, do i?
you can't just take away their breaks like that, this isn't fair at all.

whatever the case,
i'm just very very pissed with all those fucking lousy arrangement,
you all are really hopeless people!

byebye,

2009-08-10T00:06:00.001+08:00

to all IAP report and stuffs,
to iMedia Centre,
and also to deardear for 2 weeks.

He's going for field camp the next 6 days.
So i'm expecting no sms, no phone call, no whatsoever from him for this whole week.
but know what, i'm missing him already! :S
it's like the 2 weeks confinement all over again!
damn, this sucks man, this feeling really sucks big time!!

hmmmm...
I really love being by his side, even if we just keep quiet and say nothing at all.
..am thinking back about the wonderful k-box session and movie with him on sat, that is our most perfect date since he got into army.
I'm just hoping for 8 sept to come quickly, then we would have 10 days tgt!!, before he gets into SISPEC or OCS (if he can) for further training. :)
anyway, i'm sure he can at least get into SISPEC. jiayou jiayou, my dear!

anyway, I think after this field camp, everything will be much easier for him already.
I'll pray for him and give him moral support everyday.
Hope he can do well for this camp and also the sit. test coming up next week.

and I'll also do my best in dieting.
I really need to slim down!!
I have been feeling damn depress since i weigh myself yesterday.
I seriously cannot believe that I actually gain freakkinnng 3kg during the past 5 months.
damn it, damn it man!!!
i wanna cry man~ damn sad la. :(

hmm...

2009-07-29T09:26:00.002+08:00

I make mistakes.
I make wrong decisions.
I regret things that i do.

If deardear is here with me, i'm sure nothing like that would happen.
He always have the best solutions to my problem.
and i'm missing him already!

street jazz,

2009-07-25T10:25:00.003+08:00

Seriously ain't my style.
But, i'll try my best k?

With such a short practice period, i hope i won't screw up alicia's performance.

practice, practice! (:

Bring a friend along jetstar sales.

2009-07-24T09:22:00.002+08:00

Got an sms from qianhui this morning, and i'm freaking overjoyed!!

the omg jetstar one-for-one sale!!!
i'm so going for it, i swear.

what's a perfect father?

2009-07-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

I really have to admit that my dad is a great father. Of course i'm not going to go like Paris and say, "My daddy was the best father ever." However, my daddy is the best i can ever ask for, seriously. I was brought up in a traditional family, all of us would delibrately keep our thoughts within ourselves. We don't know how to express love for one another, and we don't say 'i love you' to each other like English educated family would. But i really love my family, my dad, and everything - the goods, the bads.

Have you ever seen a man bringing up 2 kids without a wife to handle them and do the household chores? Well, my dad is one great example.

He took care out our family inside out for so many years - bringing up his 2 rebellious-age kids, teaching them moral values, did all things to please them, cooking for the family, sweeping and mopping the floor, washing the windows, cleaning clothes, drying clothes and even fold clothes for his son. Other then all these he still holds a driver job which is super physical draining and had to come back at the end of the day to do all these. Can you imagine your dad doing that? Quite impossible right?

My daddy is the very good-tempered guy who neither drink nor smoke despite his occupation, which is considered as roughmen's job. But my dumb ass brother just can't appreciate it, and even started turning into a so-called bad apple after meeting those 'friends'. Well, know why i put an apostrophe, because i don't even know whether those are real friends or not. I mean, it's ok if he comes home late or even not come home plus refuse to pick up calls, don't wipe his ass when he finish eating and drinking at home even when you nag like hell about it, bursting his handphone bill every month no matter how daddy keeps threatening to cancel his line. My daddy actually tolerated all these, but now things are getting from bad to worse. Still, he resorted to the softer approach eventhough he is ragging inside.

And a part of me knew that he is aging faster then many of his age is. His hair is almost all grey already because of all these stupid not needed stress, and i can do nothing but try hard to keep him company whenever i can. But the temptations to go out to enjoy and chill with friends just never fails to find me every now and then. But i promise, i'll try hard ok?!

i love you, dad! <3

xinli birthday celebration & DANCE.

2009-07-23T17:03:00.015+08:00

The darlings meet up on 18th july was actually a planned birthday surprise for xinli.
As xinli was totally unaware of our plans, she was shock as qianhui and pekchoo brought her into ASTONS where eunice, joanna and I waited for her arrival, with a lighted cheesecake.

i swear that candle-lighting was the most heart throbbing experience i ever had.
jojo was all-so-nervous worrying about whether we will not have time to light up the candle,
and when it's all lit up she worries whether the candle will all melt out before xinli comes,
so on and so forth... and it's really funny!

me and the all-so-nervous jojo! :D

but still the surprise was 'kinda' successful (see her smile!! haha.),

of cos, minus away the fact that we actually blew out the candles afraid it might all melt,
and re-lighted it when we saw them coming but was caught in action!! =X

YUMMY bakerzin oreo cheesecake! but we were all too full to finish them.
WHAT A WASTE~

Anyway, after the dinner we went for our usual cam-whoring session.

The darlings!! (:

after the meetup, eunice and I quickly leave for our dance class,
omg! and the bus ride to far east was the longest one i ever had.
Due to NDP rehearsal,
2 out of 3 road lanes were blocked for buses to leave waterfront stadium,
which in turn caused a huge jam at the pathetic one remaining lane for public use.
glad to say that we still manage to make it on time for our class. (:

DANCE was dope! but justis say i need more power.
SUPPER was even doper! haven't been going with supper with them for so longgg.
I really miss it - all the chattings, nice sharings, and not forgetting snooker (though i didnt play). (:

I miss shawn like crazy laa, although he's been calling me everyday.
and i'm happy to know that he will still secretly call me even after lightout!! yay~

A video to keep it all real.

2009-07-14T17:58:00.000+08:00

Keeping It Real by JUST CREW

shokudo dinner.

2009-07-14T16:02:00.001+08:00

Met stella and jojo for dinner yesterday!
さしぶり。
it was great to see them!

For the entire night, we chatted non-stop like chatterboxes about everything under the sun:
from Micheal Jackson to a fan of energy who died recently (i felt really sorry for her. Though i still dunno who she is, but to die at my age is like.. ): may she RIP.) to milk to BOTY (1st AUG, i wanna go!) to studio wu to oschool to asking jojo join HipHop I with me (I need to build my foudation stronger) to handphones to people... okay, i guess that's enough.

went Shokudo for dinner,

foodie!

and, my fav fav mango kakigori.

woohoo~it's heavenly yo!

oh no, i getting damn HIGH all over again just thinking about it.
alright, i must stay calm if not jojo will strangle me. haha.

anyway, gotta work, bye!

A phonecall away.

2009-07-13T23:23:00.008+08:00

45mins... i've never tried waiting for anyone to call for this long before,
but somehow i know it's worth the wait.

Although it only lasted 2.27mins, but i felt as if i could fly upon hearing his voice.
and now i felt damn stupid,
cos in the past when i'm given the luxury to chat with him for maybe like 2.27 hours,
i would spent almost half the time making him upset about different stuffs
(not always though but quite often.)

How foolish can i can be?
Not knowing to cherish all that when i have it and start regretting after losing it.
Maybe i deserve it.

Anyway, he said he's very busy running up and down, lots of admin stuff to do,
and they have to unpack 4 bags each before lightout at 10.30 tonight.
Guess he's already finish packing and gone to sleep by now.

Oh, and i just open up 1 of the 2 pressies he gave me before he left for army.
Cause he only allow me to open a pressie at a time on the 2 monday nights when he's away.
He said they would be able to accompany me for these 2 weeks of his absence,
it's really really sweet of him and i totally didn't expect he would plan something like that at all.

My first pressie is a purplish-pink (my fav. colour) mickey mouse mp3 player. (:
Thank you dear, i love it alot!

enlistment.

2009-07-12T23:52:00.001+08:00

yep, shawn is enlisting tmr.
i promise him to stay positive and smile,
to take good care of myself and not let him worry about me.

Although i still dunno how badly i would miss him in the next 2 weeks,
but i know in the next 2 weeks or even 2 years...
i'll have no one to talk to if i'm being left alone to have lunch at work,
no one to play games with me on facebook when im bored at work,
no one whom i can complain to when i face any trouble at work or in life,
no one to accompany me and give me a pat on my head to cheer me up when i feel down.
after allowing all these to run in my head, a sudden strong fear found me.
cos i've seen too much, hear too much... i'm so afraid.
2 years seemed so long, way too long to tolerate, but there's nothing i can do.

deardear called just now,
and he was telling me how he felt very confuse about how life's gonna be in the army.
but guess what, i'm confuse too!!
i dunno how life will be like when in the next 2 years i can only see him on saturdays and sundays, when now i'm so used to meeting him almost every other day.

anyhow, gonna accompany him to tekong island for his enlistment tmr morning.
so i guess i should stop ranting and go to sleep.
Hope deardear can have a good night sleep today to charge him up for the challenge coming from tmr onwards.

- All the best, my dear! (:

rain rain go away.

2009-07-09T23:23:00.010+08:00

photo credit: deardear and Nikon D70.

oh no... i have been singing this song:
rain rain go away come again another day,
little ziwei need to film!

becos i really hope that tmr can be sunny like what the picture above is.

weather forecast.

2009-07-02T15:29:00.004+08:00

omg!! seriously, i can't believe this is gonna happen.
The forecast says,

the whole of next week will be filled with thunderstorms, rain, and cloudy sky.
damnit! where's the sun??
please please please don't rain!
i have shooting on next Monday and Friday, which i've just happily gotten approval.
come on, please don't do this to me!
i'm freaking out already.

Luckily channelnewsasia.com just assured me that my official 1st shoot will be fine.

but why, why BBC is trying to contradict it's saying,

who should i trust?

- Rain rain go away, come again another day.

Filming to commence,

2009-07-01T16:47:00.005+08:00

...on this Saturday.

I seriously need to pray hard for everything to turn out well, and accordingly to my plan.
Please don't rain the whole of next week specially during the following days:
4th July: Orchard
6th July: Esplanade, Clifford Pier
8th, 9th or 10th July: Botanical Garden

i need someone to act for me this sat,
no pay though, but a lunch treat will be provided! (:

and i need student host!!
1 male, 1 female.
screen test on this friday.
i'm hoping that we could really confirm someone by the end of this week.

-bless me.

i ❤ DSLR feat. Nikon D70

2009-06-24T09:36:00.007+08:00

11th June 2009: Dinner with deardear

At Swensens eating cookie and creme ice cream.

An experimental shot for shutter speed and exposure adjustment.
I felt like a guinea pig, cos dear really took quite a number of shots,
and i could feel stare coming people around...

The above is taken by dear, and the one below is by me.
Which is nicer?
do I have talent for photography? haha! (:

Shots taken by dslr is just so different.

so great, so clear!
but most of it depends greatly on the skills of the photographer too.

14 June 2009: Our 1st Anniversary

The day begins with a nice movie: Ghost of Girlfriends' Past

Next, we went for a great dinner at Tao's Restuarant.
I gotta comment that they really have superb service!

ok, phototime, we are like super cam-whore. hah!

until... The manager couldn't stand it and came to take picture for us,
wait no la, the manager came and ask whether we want him to help us take a photo together.

After knowing it's our 1 year anniversary he say must have a kissing photo,

So weird. i'm like super paiseh can. omg.
but dear say he like this photo.

After dinner, it's home sweet home! :)
Dear went back home happily with his anniversary present: A CK white blazer.
He say he love it a lot, and that makes me very happy! :)

See what i mean when the skills isn't quite there yet?
BLURR~ haha.
no, i think my hand is shaking la,
the camera is sooo heavy!!

More and nicer photos from D70 coming up soon.... Stay tune!

stomach flu.

2009-06-17T18:50:00.001+08:00

SCREW STOMACH FLU!!!
I hate falling sick.

[LIVE] DOU RECITAL 2009 feat. JUST CREW.

2009-06-16T09:11:00.014+08:00

First of all, I wanna THANK Jannassa SO MUCH for helping me with my make-up. (:

my first time with false lashes and eyeshadow. haha.

okay, when we all finished our make up, the guys went rehearsing,

err.. this is not really rehearsing. it's not even in the chereo. LOL

ah yes, that's right, this is better...
While me and most the others do their hair,
the guys worked hard on the ICE BOX choreo. (:

I wanna say millions of THANK YOU to Jiayu too!!
thanks for spending so much time doing up my hair, and I think it not easy at all.
cos when i went home to remove those black pins, there are like 30 plus of them stuck in my head.
I must say, you are POWER la!! (:

okay, photo time...

yeah, that about it.
i didn't have much time to take many photos with the others, oh wells.

our performance...

From deardear angle, i'm always always not in the photo, oh well. =.=
so don't bother looking for me.

Finale...

After the performance, everyone gathered outside and starting taking photo everywhere.

Also, it happened to be jiting's birthday, and we went to this HK restaurant to celebrate for him.

yam~~~~ seng!!

The lucky boy enjoying his shark's fin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

as he make his wish the special dish prepared for him was brought out.
yeah, and he was made to french kiss the fish! :D

opps NC16!!
strip show coming up...

haha, and i think he love his present. (:

JORDON worr..

They went cam-whoring again when Justis and all are trying to decide what movie to watch..

and at last we went to The Cathay for Night At The Museum 2 (:
The show was funny, but not really worth the 10 bucks if there weren't so great company around.

After the movie, we cabbed home, home sweet home.
I never felt like i wanted my bed so much, but yet can't fall into a peaceful sleep that night.
I tell it's totally horrible, but luckily i manage to get 3 hours off work the following day,
if not i would be like a zombie walking around the office. hurs.

pressure building up

2009-06-04T17:45:00.013+08:00

ULTIMATE STRESS!!

and yes... i feel like pulling my hairs out man! *-*

Keeping It Real

2009-05-25T13:17:00.019+08:00

First of all,
I wanna say a very happy birthday to my dearest FATHER.
Happy 47th papa! (:

The start of the 25th May also marks the end of my almost 2 months of dance training,
with Justis and Just Crew for the Dance On Us recital 2009, held on the 24th May.

but still i wanna shout...
JUST CREW ROCKKS!! :D
I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN, Y'ALL ARE THE DOPEST PEOPLE I'VE EVER MET! :)

YES, my first dance performance is awesome!
Yesterday's performance was absolutely awesome!
It's the most amazing experience ever in my life.
I'll never ever be able to forget that 5 minutes,
and of course the 2 months of hard work behind.

This 5 minutes allowed my passion for dance to burn even more furiously!
I have never felt so real before.
it feels like I've been dead all these while, and then I finally got a chance to revive!
but, when the music stopped and the light dimmed...
i dunno why, but i had this feeling deep inside me telling me that it's all over.
everything has ended, period.
it seemed more like a dream, a beautiful dream that i wish i'll never wake up from.
haha! i don't understand why but that's exactly how i felt after the performance,
am I too emotional?

Anyway, I wanna thank my instructor Justis for giving me this opportunity.
Thanks Justis for all the patient guidance, and encouragements he has given me.
I guess without him, I would never ever have a chance to perform on stage at all.
Thank you, our most dope, fun-to-be-with, and caring instructor!

Also, i wanna say a big THANK YOU to JUST CREW, (in no particular order)
Eunice, Edwin, Ji Ting, Troy, Xue Feng, Penny, Jia Yu, Wen Shan, Jeremy, Guang,
Valerie, Terry, Jannassa, Terrence, Fang Qin, Patrina, Hermi and Zhi Yang.
yeah~

i'm so gonna miss all the times we had together working on the steps till late,
fighting and striving hard towards a common goal... to OWN THE DOU RECITAL.
and i'm proud to say that, we did it! (in one way or another.)
Also, not forgetting the fun times we had together:
dinners, suppers, movies, chit-chatting sessions, 'open-classes',
'karaoke sessions' by jiting and terrence, and the joy and laughter that we shared!
i'm gonna miss all these so much!!

Although this recital has come to an end,
but I'm believe all of us will still continue to strive hard for our common passion... DANCE!
All the best to all, and I really really hope the time for us all to come together,
to work towards a common goal will come SOON again!!

anyhow, i got something to share,
much to my surprise, ee woon (ah ma) and her sis also performed for the recital!

JUST CREW and LADC Street Jazz. :D

* more photos soon when i get them (:

"While I dance, I cannot judge, I cannot hate, I cannot separate myself from life.
I can only be joyful and whole. That is why I dance." ~ Hans Bos

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2009-05-18T10:46:00.019+08:00

Some monday during MARCH.
(the day after i got my severe sunburn)

diyana, sihui, zhee yen and I met up at the airport for some Art Lesson. haha!

The drawing area for kids at T3 :p

thanks diyana for the apple to heal my sunburn. haha! (:

17 April 2009: Friday.
I went on SUPERSTAR VIRGO,
and i went without paying a cent, all thanks to pekchoo's dad. (:
This is the first time i ever step onboard a cruise in my almost 19 years of life. haha.
Anyway, i'm too lazy to describe what happen over there.
but as you know, photos are incredible, cos picture paints a thousand words.
so enjoy!

peeking into our very messy cabin. LOL.
ehh... okay, i know i shouldn't start with this, but who cares la..

Our breakfast place.
Though we only ate here one morning. LOL

is this nice??
the sea and sky forming a nice horizon.
but i think it's scary, cos we can see nothing else but this, like we're so lost.

okay, their newly built slide.
quite dope cos the transparent part of the slide is out of the cruise.
practically so, to make you feel that you are above the sea when you slide.

the luxurious swimming pool.

their open-concept KTV

nice, but i tell you, it's damn stressful to sing there can?
i'm like trembling when i was first forced to sang by dear pekchoo.

it is like... i'll nva ever do it again in my life.
never ever~

The cutie, kids swimming pool. (:

Was drag by pekchoo to watch this concert.
i only know 2 songs that she sang, 家后 and 无言的结局。
the rest of the songs are like they know me but i don't know them.
However, some other artistes came as VIPs,
and they help warm up the whole concert's atmosphere,
so much so that most of us laugh like mad throughout.

and then, there goes the end of my first ever 3 days-2 nights cruise trip.

7 May 2009: Thursday
Caught X-MEN: Origin of Wolverine with deardear.
Overall it is quite a nice show.
other than the fact that i don't really understand some parts of the story,
partly because i did not watch X-MEN I, the show is not too bad.
however, i thought it could have more action! haha.
now, I'm waiting for Transformer and Night at the Museum 2 to be out.
Hope these 2 shows can live up to my expectations.

okay, and dear caught this mini thumb-size Elmo for me.

After i brought it back home den i realise...
it look exactly the same as the sesame family that sihui gave me.
the only difference is...
they are Taiwanese, and the new member is a Singaporean. haha!

HAPPY FAMILY! yay. (:

11 May-16May 2009: Mon-Sat

I worked for the school's graduation ceremony.
tiring but fun, but the most important thing is, there are free food everyday.
it certainly helped me save quite a lot of money! (:
oh... and i finally receive my pay. So excited!

met pekchoo on one of the days after work to get my iron-on blings and SR landyard.
Thanks pekchoo for the company. (:

it's damn tiring to bling a glove...
and i took like 1 whole hour to achieve this.

it's super bling-ed. (:
but it cos me a dope-shit amount of money... $55.80.
*puke*

17 May 2009: Sunday

Went V8 cafe with deardear yesterday, cos he was craving for meat.
LOL.

my sillysilly enjoying his soup. (:

the potato wedges that me and dear LOVE alot.
this is a MUST HAVE when you dine in V8.
it's super good!

Their signature grilled chicken with cheese and bacon.
sounds good, look okay but taste...hmm,
actually not bad la, but the chicken is like damn hard.

nice sunday with dear. (: and i miss him already, gosh.
i really don't know how am I gonna survive when he go serve the nation in JULY.
argh~

335 days.

2009-05-13T00:08:00.002+08:00

dope people of Just Crew.

2009-05-12T20:50:00.003+08:00

say "ALL THE BEST" to shiyun for her US trip. (:
thanks for the sweeeett lollipop!!

The galss..

the guyys..

I love all my dope people! (:

stay over.

2009-05-10T22:39:00.004+08:00

Deardear,

I love stay overs.
cos the food your mum cook is ever so NICE. :D
oh... and you can cook too.
dopedope.

Double-D. *darlings and dance

2009-05-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

Met up with eunice, jojo and qianhui for dinner at airport ytd.
it has been quite a while since the four of us meet up together already.
and i'm so sorry girls that i was late!
bcos i was hoping to get a converse shoes & uniqlo shirt from tampines.
anyway, we had Popeyes which almost blew our stomachs.
the portion is HUGE la.
As usual, we started cam-whoring at T3 viewing mall after dinner.
Short but really enjoyable meet out, although pekchoo back out last min.

Met troy soon after and we headed for dance at DOU.
Dance rehearsal ytd was taxing~
That was the first time i felt a sudden fear strong from within me,
2 weeks! we only have 2 weeks left to the actual performance.
While, im still stuck in my own world at times,
and my body just can't get certain steps right. :(

BUCK UP. I NEED TO BUCK UP MORE!

i'm well.

2009-04-30T09:09:00.004+08:00

today, the first thing i was ask to do when i reach the office was to take temperature.
ya, because of all the swine flu stuff.
but it's really good to know that i'm well. (:
i'm 36.2 degree.

yesterday, i went to town to meet wendy, levi and naz for dinner.
a mac girl's out day! :p
(that yazid ah flew us areoplane, ask me to go den last min dun wanna go.)
oh wells nevermind that.

well, at first we were all awkward and dunno what to say.
we just crap.
guess it's because we haven't seen each other for super long alrdy.
anyway, as it goes on we found our common topic!
MCDONALD'S!! haha.
we started talk endlessly about the times we use to have together in JE53.
gosh... and i really miss those time.

In fact, over there it's not the amount you are paid that matter.
(come on, i'm paid like 3.50 bucks only. :S)
it's really just about the wonderful people you meet there,
the working environment that makes it feels like a home to you.

we chatted till 11 plus,
when the mac at Heeren is closing then we decided to go.
it's really a wonderful day. (:
the best day ever since attachment started.
the day i laugh most ever since attachment started.
(cos last time got diyana to make me laugh like crazy. haha!)

SUNDAY. i'm anticipating sunday. (:

sunday.

2009-04-28T22:03:00.004+08:00

When singing at Party World with Joanna last Sunday.
Qian Hui is suppose to come with us, but she last min dun wanna go. :(
oh well, but we still enjoyed ourselves.

but, my singing de-prove a lot. hais.
haven't been practicing singing for real long alrdy.
i must quickly get my skills back if not i so afraid it will be gone forever.

anyway, we when to take neoprint!
seriously didn't touch the machine for ages alrdy.
i could vaguely remember my last time on it was with deardear on our 2nd month. :D

omg~ and my face look obnoxious in the classroom setting picture.

Fly, fly up high

2009-04-28T21:30:00.005+08:00

When to Singapore flyer with deardear on the 9th April,
it was their 1 year anniversary then, and tickets were selling cheaply at $10 each.
So we took this chance to get our first ride to overlook Singapore from the highest point.

As it is still early,
we went to eat popeyes before heading to board the flyer

The guy who's controlling the queue is damn nice,
he let us have the cabin all for ourselves. (:

See, we're so HAPPY! (:

Singapore's beautiful night scenery

Bought a bookmark as souvenir (:

10 months of love. (:

2009-04-14T09:09:00.005+08:00

I really appreciate everything you did for me in the past 10 months.
deardear, thank you for being able to appreciate me when i'm good,
for being able to tolerating my nonsense all these while when i get moodswings,
for always swallowing your anger and never losing your temper at my stubbornness,
and for everything you do for me!
I LOVE you! <3

There's still a long way ahead in life, and i anticipate every second i have with you. (:

After Effects

2009-04-07T16:27:00.013+08:00

I love this software because it is so DOPE, so powerful! (:
this is what i've done so far...

special credit to videocopilot.net for their super useful and fun tutorial. (:

was asked to self-learn this during my IAP cos they have nth for me to do currently.
i now so in love with this software.
if i have the money, i wouldn't mind buying a license for it.

ADOBE AFTER EFFECTS, dope la~

JJ Lin World Tour 2009

2009-04-01T17:41:00.010+08:00

went for JJ's concert with my uncle and cousins.
Other then the flaws in his voice cos he was so sick till he almost cancelled the concert.,
i gotta say it's was an awesome concert.

I like the part where he imitated Zhang Xue You and sing 她来听我的演唱会.
He sang another Cantonese song too but i have no idea what song that was =.=.
Then he went on to imitate the King of Pop, Micheal Jackson.

This part was okay la, i guess it's because he wasn't as capable of dancing
as well as Show Luo do.
And also I have watched Show Luo imitating Micheal Jackson so well before.
Therefore, the conflict of whose' better started within me.
Anyway, it's an equal fight. (:

He sang 小酒涡 and 黑白配 with fanfan,
and i prefer their version of 小酒涡 den th original one.
fanfan can sing much much better than that twins' girl.
though she came in at the wrong beat for the last verse but it's okay,
I mean everything else made up well for it.

Lastly, the most touching part of all.

I almost cried la~
and i'm super envious too,
his whole family are musically inclined la! omg~
how i wish mine is like that too. :S
i wanna learn piano!!! (sorry, i know that's random. =.=)

overall, it's a great concert worth attending.
However, i felt that the duration is a bit too long, which made me sat till i couldn't feel my knees.
Also, it's a lil expensive, but i wanna say THANK YOU to uncle for paying for me.
Lots of thanks! (:

photo credit to: people.com.cn

life's still good.

2009-03-31T11:41:00.003+08:00

life's going well.
and i'm still surviving well for my attachment.
completed an MOE project, did a few designing work,
and all was quite fun.

Most important of all,
my colleagues are nice people,
and chatting with them did not seem like a big problem (:

anyhow,
saw a few of classmates/coursemates yesterday during lunch break,
and that made me realised how much i miss them.
it's really very nice to have them around.

argh~ i miss school!
not for the work though, but some of the people there.

anyway, i'm so looking forward to this friday,
cos i'll be meeting diyan, sihui, zhee yen and the rest for dinner!
YAY! and i really miss them a lot.

-and i miss my shawn too.

internship panic

2009-03-23T06:49:00.003+08:00

1 more hour...
1 more hours will be the official start of my attachment at IMedia.

I'm nervous.
Super nervous.
Never been this nervous before.
omg!

I need assurance,
"everything will be fine,
everyone will be very nice,
i will be able to survive"

sunburn-ed

2009-03-20T10:51:00.003+08:00

went swimming with deardear on Wednesday, the hottest day of this week,
from 11am to 1pm, the hottest time of the day.

argh~ alright alright.
i know i'm SO freaking dumb to choose all that,
but i'm not some weather forecaster.
how would I know it would be that sunny on that day,
when the previous few days were rainy/cloudy days.

Whatever the case, i feel totally like a burning man now!
It's stinging, biting and burning me down!!
I need a tub of ice water to soak myself in~

SHOW LUO!!

2009-03-16T12:56:00.003+08:00

6 March 2009:

As crazy like big-time fans of show luo, i went to the airport just in hope to catch his arrival. call me crazy, stupid whatever you like i dun care, cos i swear it is definitely a oh-so worth-it close up thing that you won't forget for life. HA!

My schedule of the day naturally include participating in his ever-so-flooded autograph session.

Just look at the breath-taking amount of human in East Point Mall,
from all over the island just here to 一睹他的风采.

He performed 箇中強手 and 高調愛

Mr. nice guy doting his fans in action.

how i wish that was my cam~
HAHA. Just stop day-dreaming ziwei. hurhur.

anyway, you just can't deny yourself from the fact that he is SO CUTE!!

look, everywhere he is in has evidence of that.
omg~ so stunning!! :D

ahem~~ let me share a secret...
all thanks to my totally wonderful darling jojo, we got to see Show again SUPER UP CLOSE just outside the lift he's taking to the carpark. Could say that it's a shoulder-to-shoulder experience.
There were no others but just the three of us. How lucky of us, and how smart of jojo to get the timing and all right.
LOVE YOU MAN!! (:

Anyway, i kinda restrained myself from the rest of his appearance in Singapore after that day.

i skipped the e-awards despite having a ticket, cos i was really really tired.
I have no idea why i suffered this major side effect from getting too excited the day before leading to a huge loss in my body energy. (=.=)"

but still i wanna congrats him for being the biggest winner of the year.
The most popular male singer of the year,
the best media selected all-rounder artiste of the year,
and the most trendy celebrity award of the year

And it was exactly the same for me on sunday that causes me to missed the time of his flight. :(
but, lucky enough i got some videos from pekchoo. thanks girl! <3

home sweet home for the big guy. byee~ (:

SP's Built Environment D&D

2009-03-15T21:10:00.008+08:00

went to x'pect studio for a hair cut before the night.
but.. i guess i'm just having some bad hair day.
see how my fringe is splitting up. :(

dear as dashing as ever. LOL. (at least to me. XD )

bout 5 we went to meet dear's buddies,
guang, seeheng, jiahang and err..edwin(whose is not really his buddy, though.)

(don't be mistaken edwin is not in this photo.)

The theme of this year's D&D: Crime Investigtion Scene (CSI).

Venue was nicely decorated as well. cool huh.

The food there was great, especially the dessert and i feel like a pig eating and eating so much.
I'm growing fatter and fatter already. OMG~

photo time...

edwin and dear.
(i don't know why but they kept saying edwin look like a pimp. LOL)

jiahang(the korean star) and us.

table 12

Sarah got miss congeniality in the Mr&Ms BE 2009 search. (:

Jasmine, me, and hsin wen

-WANTED-
MR. GUANG the BIG TERRORIST!!

attempt to kill caught, and photo taken as evidence.

Soon, everyone got so high and started playing with the props.

Hammer Sergent Ee!!

focus~

blood~ eek!

Congrats to the class of graduating future architects. (:

Good luck people~

i want to graduate too!

meet up and zouk.

2009-03-15T20:56:00.004+08:00

On the very last day of Feb I met up with darling jojo and qianhui.
now, i will just let the picture do the talking..

the food is certainly delicious.
but i had to gobble it down quickly so as not to be late for the zouk event.

met si hui, diyana, alicia & bf, ginette & bf, and of cos my dear and together in the drizzle we walked all the way to zouk. hurhurs. =.=
That wasn't exactly very nice... but oh well.

RESERVED, specially for me. :D

these aren't all the photos.
quite a lot is with diyan, and i'm gonna get it from her soon. (:

come on, let's DANCE yo!

2009-03-05T13:36:00.002+08:00

27th February, Danz People.

Break it down yo~

the guys trying to beat my papa up! haha.
"No Sane man will dance." ---George Gordon Noel Byron.

"Dance is about a never-ending aspiration." ---Judith Jamison.

Valentine's Day

2009-03-02T13:23:00.007+08:00

that afternoon,
dear came to my house to pick me up with a nice bouquet of handmade flower and a sweet perfume from adidas. (:

Did you see the “S” for shawn on the bouquet?
Yes, I do! arigatou~! :)

felt a lil bad bcos i didn;t get deardear any present other den the handmade card. :S
gomenasai~

Then, we head down to town to meet eunice and edwin,
for the planned double date at K BOX.

eunice and edwin sang a nice duet,
"梁山泊与朱丽叶“ by 卓文萱 and 曹格

I think the guys really love Jay Chou,
they sang tons and tons of his song. LOL.

Deardear singing. (:

soon, he got bored of singing,
and decided to moved on to tackle the snacks.

eat eat eat.

after singing, we went to Heeren for dinner.
deardear and I went Fish & Co., while mama and papa went Waraku.

actually, we planned to go marina barrage for a walk after dinner.
but we realised it kinda late already, so we decided to head home instead.

anyway, to sum it up...

it's a happy happy day!

back him up.

2009-02-27T12:56:00.003+08:00

this music video is so cool la!
i wanna learn the dance steps!
it's so cuteee~

and...
yay~ he's coming to Singapore soon~ (:
let's go 撑腰 for him!

brainfog.

2009-02-25T17:46:00.009+08:00

OMG!! MRM's tmr~
but my brain just can't seem to memorise anything!!

i can't understand research in advertising and PR a single bit.
gee, is that the price to pay for skipping lecture? Hell!

oh man, i'm so STRESS la~~~~!!!

boom.

2009-02-24T18:10:00.003+08:00

My Head's Bursting!

I need extra memory card for my mini-sized brain to fit those theories, formulas of MRM in.
I need more motivation to study!
Help me, help me!

- it's seriously suffocating.

rainy day.

2009-02-23T14:29:00.008+08:00

A song that i fell in love with recently,

it's really nice to listen to it on rainy days, like today.
and then indulge yourself in a lil emo-ing.
erm... wait! NO NO NO,
i meant feeling for the song lyrics. (:

anyway,
ADVERT'S DOWN!! Y(o.o)y

My next mission is to battle against, and take down MRM.
Come on people lets get ready,
and chrraaggeeeee!!!!

- good luck. (:

mug hard.

2009-02-21T14:06:00.009+08:00

have been burying my head into piles of note for the past 2 days.
but i somehow felt that nothing good has gone into my mini-sized brain.
and advert exam is in 2 days time!!!
HOW?
i'm so so dead la.

LOOK, even lil kitty can't keep itself awake surrounded by all the notes.
TELL ME, how am I suppose to withstand all the temptations (TV, Music, SLEEP etc.),
especially so when the cough is killing me and burning my throat.

HELP!!

sale promotion, media planning and buying, creative process, marketing process, consumer decision process, types of advertising, types of advertising agencies etc. is all engulfing me and my soul~ :O

sick again.

2009-02-19T15:24:00.003+08:00

Photo credit: Deviantart.com

Sorethroat, fever and flu
im so SICK of getting sick already!!
sometimes, i just hope i could be stronger and not fall sick so often.
BLESS ME.

Dedicated to shawn only.

2009-02-14T12:00:00.003+08:00

Yo! Shawn deardear,

HAPPY HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

this is wad i spent the whole night doing, which explains why i slept so late last night too.
I really HOPE you will like it, though it is just a simple card. (:

LOVE YOU,
me.

Valentine.

2009-02-14T02:05:00.008+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, PEOPLE!

(pretty rose, THANKS sihui :D)

UPDATES:
i'm finally, and officially done with all projects.
this sem had been really really tough.
try sleeping at 5am and wake up at 7am, 3 days a week. =S
now, it's just EXAM (:
though im worried,
but i'm still happy cos we will be free from school soon!
IAP on March, and i'm kinda stressing over it,
cos i'm practically like bao-ka-liao for the company;
marketing, PR, web and graphics, location shooting, sound editing, scriptwriting
CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?
oh my,wish me luck man!
and i hope i can do well in this 25 credits module. (at least a B)
pray hard, pray everyday!

anyway,
This is gonna be my first ever celebrated valentine's day! (:
im anticipating it a lot. ('v')
yay!

gotta sleep, bye!

2009 New Year Celebration

2009-02-09T17:46:00.003+08:00

(SORRY FOR MIA-ING,
MY APOLOGIES AND HERE'S SOME UPDATE)

Allow me to recall, the 31st of December...
My family's annual countdown celebration

it took off with the BBQ session...

Adults do the cooking and children shall happily sit and wait for food to come. (:

soon after, the dining table is filled with yummy-licious foodie

and yeah... the presents exchange segment

Got a nice photoframe from my er-jiejie (:

After we filled our stomachs, the annual coundown game begin
(allow me to let the photos do the talking)

That's our score at the end of the game

Trophies and pressies made/bought by cousin AH-HUI

1st prize

2nd prize

3rd prize

yay! my group got the 1st prize for consecutively 2 years.
how luck can I be. or should i say how smart.... :D

No... maybe green is my lucky colour. (:
(refer to my 1st post in this blog)

torturous

2009-02-03T04:54:00.002+08:00

It's MRM again.
It's always MRM that keeps me up the entire night.
hell.
It was lit review and now SNS analysis.
Please kill me!
i hate this. i really really hate it!
and guess what,
i have class at 9 tmr and, and look at the time now.
How great right?

i guess i don't need to sleep for tonight anymore.
Mass Comm seriously shorten your lifespan.

-feel like i might just collapse and die anytime, anywhere.

my dilemma

2009-01-06T00:08:00.004+08:00

Like all 2nd year mass commer, I got a really brilliant offer from the Executive Producer of Campus Superstar from Mediacorp, to work for them every Monday during their live telecast of the show. I'm really interested to go, it would be so much of fun, i thought. The plus point is we get paid! and it is definitely an experience one will never ever have.
LIVE SHOW lehh.
argghh~!

Now, i'm in a huge dilemma.
should I or should I not?

Break it down yo~

2009-01-05T23:05:00.005+08:00

Let me try to remember, last year's Christmas Eve...

24 DECEMBER 2008

Yummy waffle buffet at WAFFLE FACTORY.
recommended by Eunice mama and Edwin papa.
I have to admit it WAS nice,
but you'll gets kinda sick when you get to the fourth piece.
and I mean really SICK of it,
you won't even want to think of waffle for the next month or so.

oh wells~
after the very filling and 'sick' buffet,
we headed straight to DANCE ON US.
The only studio open on Christmas Eve.

Alright, let's DANCE people!

Shoulder freeze yo~

shawn. (:

shane. (:

baby freeze yo~

come on girl... just a bit more.

YAY!
though not a very nice position but, I DID IT!!
wee~ :D

shawn, about to head spin..
and eunice behind tryin' to.. what... leg spin?! =.="

heh... but he failed and she suceeded.
it's okay dear, work harder. (:

shane's sexyback!

wooo~~

The toughest cam whoring session ever.
so ENJOY!

-My wonderful Christmas eve spent with the dance clique. (:

the 184th day

2009-01-02T18:55:00.012+08:00

On the 13th of December last year,
deardear and I went to MINT MUSEUM to celebrate our 6 Month. (:

The very nicely designed elevator.

The words behind reads,
"The man with the most toys when he dies wins"

Our first stop, OUTERSPACE, on level 5.

So excited to see the huge collection of spaceship!!

Robota, the very first robot to appear on sliver screen

Trying very hard to imitate it.

Saluting to Captain "Ahem" (I forgot his name :P)

Next we move on to the CHARACTERS level

deardear is super obsessed with tintin,
he took like tons of photos of it and here's a few of it.

My childhood hero, ULTRAMAN!! (

BRUCE LEE yo~

WAHH TAAHH~~

OKAYSs nuff of that.
Let's move on to the Childhood level (:

The longest Hop Scotch i've ever seen.

They have got a vst collection of MICKEY MOUSE

Me, engross in my world of matchbox cars.
i'm super in love with some of it, cos they are so cuteee~!

Snow white and the seven dwarf.

Can you be my prince?? *blink blink blink*

Let me introduce to you,

SHAWN the BIG BAD WOLF.

I have never seen so many variety of Santa Claus-es before. :D

tall, thin, fat, slim and more. LOL

Do you dare to step onto a glass floor like this?

I had spine-tingling experience even looking. =.=

Wow~ Shawn even dance on it. LOL

Dinner at V8. (:

mmm... yummy-licious food!

I really love the potato wedges.
It is a must-have when you visit V8.

After dining, we went to Esplanade, our favourite chill-out place.
chat chat, enjoy the sea scenery and then it time to get home.

One of the best day I have had with you!
LOVES. ("v")

pre-christmas adrenaline rush

2008-12-27T14:22:00.005+08:00

Met up with the 'long-time-no-see' darlings last Sunday

Our pre-christmas dinner at Mad jack. (:
It was a yummy-licious great experience,
despite the fact that the table were too small to fit the five of us.
I shall not post pictures of the food we ate, in case you drool right into your computer.
Which, of course, isn't a great idea at all. XD

The decoration outside Plaza Singapura was attractive.
And as usual we cam-whored. (:

Hey Eunice mama, Christmas is suppose to be HOLY!

see your face, that's big no-no for Christmas!
HAHA~ =P

Hot shot!

2008-12-18T13:36:00.005+08:00

nice music video, cool concept.
however, the heavy make-up is kinda scary, i thought he looks like joker.
why are everyone trying to be joker? LOL.
Jay Chou did that, and is Show Luo going to do the same? I hope not.
whatever it is, he is still my idol.
cos his dance still rock like ever~~ :D

U and I

2008-12-13T00:00:00.001+08:00

If i could arrange the alphabets,
i would put 'U' and 'I' together. (:

It has been 184 days since this fairytale of my life begin.
time really files~
May there be endless episodes ahead.

HAPPY 6 MONTH, MY SILLY SILLY!! ^-^

I want this to last as long as time could carry us~ :D

o school recital 2008

2008-12-12T09:55:00.012+08:00

picture credit to: Redeafination. (:

This is first recital i attend ever in life.
Surprisingly it does leave a very good impression,
though most are just students, some are really amazing.
For instant, is this guy who caught my eye almost immediately
after the performance of street jazz, choreograph by Ryan, begins.
He's awesome, he stands out from the rest,
his control of his body is fantastic; he shake/twist his body better than a girl.
what's more is, he doesn't give me any gay-ish feeling. (:
Next, he appeared again in the Reggae segment by AnAn, Xue Hui and Gin.
and OMG! He is just awesome la~! haha.
and of cos, not to much of a surprise,
he got the BEST DANCER AWARD~

besides that, the whole rundown was kinda upbeat and catchy.
You wouldn't want to or even feel like drifting away.
you know, something about watching dance performance is that
you actually can get bored sometime, eventhough you love dancing.
cos that is what happens to me at TBG.
My mind went drifting away here and then.
and this time, the audio was not so ear blasting.
So that a good thing for me and my precious pair of ears. (:

Overall, the show was DOPE.
DOPIEST DOPE DOPE.

and here comes the cam-whoring part of the day:
On the way to SP, check it out yo!

Guang and his constipated face. XD opps!

shawn said that, not me not me!

Shawn and Guang certainly have some great telepathy within.

look at their face. LOL.

Awesome people.

Thank you dopedope AKA shane, for taking all these photos on the train.
you have got long arms. haha!

Save the earth from Global Warming!

Shawn and I are doing our part to remind the public about saving the earth.
what about you?
we can do it, you can too! (:
woah~ does it sound like some campaign advertisement? LOL.

what is Hip Hop?
dance? or culture?
Master Guang explains...

Supper time:

he loves eating supper.
eat eat eat eat eat.
later become fat ah?! XD haha.

see, i dun have such habbit.

i'm slim. =X

i can't believe my eyes!!

2008-12-11T23:18:00.005+08:00

i was literally jumping around my living room when i see this...

my result for TV script writing assignment:

i can't believe what i see!
i always thought i suck in TV scripting writing,
but now my perception change.

or maybe i can consider doing TV...

Change

2008-12-07T22:13:00.007+08:00

“Change is the essence of life.
Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become.”

Went blog-surfing around just now,
was kinda bored as I've decided to procrastinate a bit.

But I seriously need some rest!
Today is a super long and tiring day for me,
causing my flu bug to 'liven up', but sore throat to get a lil' better,
and I can't explain this uncommon phenomenon. =X

Anyway, back to the point...
I was just trying to say it's really amazing to find out how people have change.
Whether it's for the better or not i shall not comment.
But, it's really amazing, at least it is so to me. (:

-------
I'm anticipating O School's Recital, which is tomorrow.
How i wish i could dance like them.
But, i always have this feeling that I'll never be able to.
cos' i'm slow, my posture sucks and what not.
... and there goes all the 'emo' thoughts coming to haunt me down.

So many

2008-12-06T17:37:00.010+08:00

The obscene amount of work have been taking away
my precious beauty sleep the past few weeks,
i reckon the heavy dark circle around my eyes,
and the thick layer of dirt and dust in my blog explain it all.

Thank god.
at least for now, most is quite over.
But there will be more to come after the holidays.

hais~ I hate school and the never ending workload.

Putting those aside, I still anticipate the holidays!

stayover at zhee yen house with sihui on 22 dec. :D
6th MONTHSARY~
more movies and shoppings with deardear!
AnAn's open classes
Danzation

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anyway,
had a really nice evening with deardear ytd. (:
ate dinner at his house, and i must say i really love home cook food.
cos i seldom get to have those.
Then we headed to town for a walk at marina square,
followed by a nice movie date.

*BOLT is certainly a more than dope animation movie worth watching.

but, today isn't that good at all.
I woke up with a heavy head- had flu and sore throat.
dying~~!!

what's wrong?

2008-11-28T12:30:00.012+08:00

You asked whether it's fair to you.
But, is it fair to me too?
Do deserved that kinda of yelling at the face, for something like that?
Is that even what I should do?
That's not even my JOB!!
How ridiculous!!
Even if I'm at certain fault,
do i really deserve that kinda reprimanding over and over again.

Imagine yourself running late for class,
would you even bother walking one big round to your classmates
at the benches who seem to be having some meeting,
disrupt them and tell them, "hey, you guys should go for class already!"?
Would you would you??
Do you think you deserve castigation with super emotionally hurting words
straight in the face before class, during class, and after class for just that?
Is that really a very serious offense?
It not even in the school rule that one have to do this!
Then, WHY MUST I FACE ALL THAT???!!

IS THAT EVEN FAIR TO ME AT ALL??